Culinary rawkz ~!!!

back to updating.
I realised that I am craving for blogging nowadays.
I donnoe why also.
Just feel like blogging.

>.< wierd ^~^

I made my first lunch box for someone -my mummy.
Hahas. I took it to her workplace during dinner. I know she is very happy about it.
She told me that her friend was kidda envious of her and of course cheer for my culinary skills (HEHE^^) I have got some pics of the whole process :D update later ya :)))

I Love culinary more and more. I simply love to cook for my loved one.
One thing to note : TIRED and more tired.



The lunch box


The soup


The cucumber and carrots used for making soup


The prawns after peeling



^^^NOTICE^^^
I get the great news from kat and others that there's will be no school tmr. Cus, PMP is visiting our school todae and so so..School is close tmr.
Hahas. Glad that he actually visit us!!!!

you know? It's like losing interest for school after slacking for a few days.
The hols day mood is still there in the air.

Malaysia's trip

Once again, I did not attend school today.
Monday bluesss^^
It's not cus I am slacking or what.
It's just that I went on a short trip to malaysia ytd, arriving back to singapore at ard 12 plus.
It's been a rather tried day for me as I wake up at ard 6am, reach home at ard 12 plus.
I am dead-beat. so that's why never attend school today.
(finding excuses again....)

Ytd had been a rather long day for me.
The journey on the bus was quite long.
(From one place to another)...Ohhh, I can see that malaysia is a very big country, with a huge spce of land as compared to us. hahas.

It's came as rather a surpise for me as that I actually did not vomit at all throughout the whole bus ride. (you know? I was allergy to bus...) sort of wierd type of sickness >.<

hmm..It's was rather a different thing from what they( the ppl in charge) told us before the day.
They told us that we are going to the orchard for sampling of durians. It's ended up that the durians are not nice enough for sampling. *disppointment *

Due to the delay in the schedule ( lots of waiting : at the custom..)
we ended up with only limited time.
Foods served at the restaurant were okays. (At least, we get to try the lobster) *hahas*
I realised one fact about the lobster. (It's not as delicious as what I often see in the tv. The taste was quite similar as compared to the prawns.) maybe , it's !!!!~~~

One thing to note :
The ppl sitting at the same table with us are all selfish human-being.
Despite seeing the fact that we haven't even settle down, they started taking their chopsticks eating as if they were afraid to be lose out. *Kiashu *
There were 10 ppl sitting at a table. Yet, they only take what they don'd have and don't even bother telling the waitress that we need 1o set of untensils for the table.

So you see? WHY should we care for ppl who don't even know what is the meaning of respect for others? So, I wouldn't even care whether there are enough food for them. I just went on taking food for my family..................

(ROAR ...>>>)




PICTURES


Taken at the temple ~^^^





(Taken from the bus..road view )



(more updates ^^^.................)

Back.

I am back.
I know that I have not been updating my blog for quite a long period of time.
Due to some errors that keep appearing at my blog, I can't update the posts.
Therefore, I decided to change my skin again.
The new skin is quite plain and simple.
I just want to make it in this way, simple.

Life haven't been good to me in any way.
Maybe, there are. Maybe , I am just not contented.
That's make it difficult for me to feel happiness.
You know? It's often hard for us to feel contented with life.
We just keep wanting more.
We often ended up getting ourself hurt in the end.

hmm..there's are lots of thing happening these few days.
changes occurring without my notice.
Problems keep appearing on the surface.
Tons of mis-understanding waiting for me to clear up the mess.

AND, I will be changing class in ard three weeks time.
I think I will just get used to it after experiencing the changing class culture for a few more times. So, let's hope for the best~

I realised one thing.
I am actually learning to grow up everyday.
I am searching aimlessly for my dreams, finding ways to achieve it.
It's really very difficult.

I know I am changing.
That's what you told me.
Isn't it to the better or to the worst?
I donnoe, but I know that our friendship will not change not matter what.
My heart still stay with you ya :))
Trust carry a impt role in our relationship.
let's continuce to trust each other from now on, just like before.





PICTURES
Taken ytd using michelle's cam :))
Our formal-wear during enetrpise skills module at the lecture theatre :D
Cool :))Almost the whole class wear formal-wear to school.This is a rare scene~^^
Thsi should be the first class photo we have ever taken tgh .^^
(edited by kat)



Just a scene of what happens in the class :)^^

pics--cam-whoring

QUEENIE's birthday ~!!!!

千手观音 ：）

Two guys? They are part of the girl's gang.

Edited by me. ^^(they say it's look like the disco.what do you think?)

All girls >.<

花猫：）

Queenie's birthday cake. *YUMMY*

Making a wish?

Today is the big day for QUEENIE ~!!!

It's her birthday ya :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!

I hope you enjoy yourself today, with the mini celebration from us .

From the day I know her till now, I find and feel that she is a cheerful girl who love cracking jokes. She make my day ^^RAWKS.

I guess that this imust be the work of fate to be able to know you.

we are actually living quite near to each other.

Although living so near to each other, it's been kidda wierd that I did not ever rmb seeing her ard the estate at all.

We actually travel all the way to rp, and get to know each of us there.

Hope that we will still travel home tgh, even after changing class in ard three weeks time.

okay?

我们的美好地铁之旅，哈哈：）））要延续下去呀~!!!

Richness does the work???? yes or no

梦想跟现实的分别 :((

:: Part 2 ::

If if... if I have all the money in this green world ??

Would I be able to achieve and attain my dreams in a much easier method and faster time?

If only my dreams do not need the power of money to achieve, how great would it be? isn't it?

sometimes, I had this type of materialistic thinking ; if I am been born into a rich family, with parents pamper me with everything I want in this large world . I guess and I am sure that I will be able to do what ever thing I wanna to, pick up whatever courses or skills that I want to.

Although, I am not born into a rich family. However, I am alr very contented with what I have. The concern and love from my family, education they provide me, enough food and shelter to survive and live under the roof.

With the use of my hands and legs , a protected brain. I do can create micracles that belong to me. All I need is the belief to believe that I can do it.

hmm.

nothing much to update these days.

>.<>

Anybody who is still alive at my blog?

Can't expect much from schooling life.

It's more of studying, learning new thing and trying to widen our social circle, entertaining all type of people, smiling and try ways to fix into them.

Is that what life hold for us?

Just to be born into this world, learning and repeating all these process ; getting hurt and recover from sadness and this continuce on till we leave this world.

what do we search for in life?

I am not been emo-ing.

I am just wondering about all these in space , suddenly has the urge of noting this down.

I took lots of photos these days.

I will upload some of them here.

Cus, my blog's seem empty.

Awaiting is really a painful process.

when can I ever has enough courage to wait on ?

When can I ever be myself ; the real me in this made up of fake vs real world?

I am trying very hard from now on.

Replies...

Nothing much to update today.
Anw, weekend is gonna be here really soon.
Jiayou ~!!! one more day.

haha.
say I never reply to tags. I am lazy haha :)))
However, I do read the comments left by you all.
My tagboard is like dead. soon.

Replies to tag ::
Kat :Thanks. I will try ways to stay cheerful from now on. haha. yes, I have fun during the weekend. hope you are too okay?
Queenie:我懒得煮啦。。晚餐也要煮，所以，早上就随便吃好了！！！
KAHWAI: not retarded lah.. you should say it's cute :D
Lizann: The show is very touching ya, esp till the end. nearly feel like crying. My dreams will success one day right? as long as we believe in.. hope yr dream as a singer will...........

One day out at home

haha.

I never attend school today.

Just feeling so tired and still mad at someone.

Don't feel like seeing her.

Ya`~ people's thought and opinions do affect me physical and menally.

seem like I am rather weak in controling my emotions.

Lots more to improve to be a better person.

Just realised it's really hard for us to be the person people wanna us to be.

so,,???? (try to be yourself)

I realised one thing.

There's a person who think and feel exactly almost the same as me.

难不成他是世界上的另一个我？哈哈 :D
There's a high possiblity !!!

stay at home. You thought that I did not go to school, can relax at home or hang out ?

haha :)) you are wrong.

I have to helps out of housework. There's are lots to be done.

cleaning, cooking, mopping,washing......................

(ROAR......)

It's cloudy here at the area I am living.

It's look like it's gonna to rain.

I will post more picture later.

ROAR

oooo ya :DDD

I feel so sleepy ya :))

A stress-day had just passed. (Glad)

I am still angry at someone. I am so so angry still.
How can you wrong me, without any concrete evidence, just JTC?
(ROARRRRRRRR..............................)

Blar blar....

School start again.
It's once again a brand new week for schooling.
*Stressed*

I donnoe what is actually happening to me these days?

Why am I feeling so restless , feeling stress and borning about everything that I am supposed to do every now and then?

Why am I not able to find any interest and motivation in doing the right thing that I should be doing nowadays?


I am feeling so sick of repeating all those process everyday in my life? I think I can't tolerate anymore? Why am I suffering in silence for thing that is not the truth at all? Why am I feeling sad when people changed the actual fact that is not the truth at all? while, i can only stand there keeping quiet, hiding behind a smile and keeping that thing will be all right?

Why can't I even stand out for myself? even once.

*By the way , I change my skin. Give me some opinions about the current skin as compared to the previous one okays? I will truely thanks you for that ~~

Photo-taking session !!!!~~~~~

Really have a fun day out with my best buddy.~

We were supposed to be hanging out for a movie..the so so does not interest me showing Harry Potter. As u all know, I dislike watching amination, all kid show..

However, I decided to watch is for the sake of habit. why habit? the fact that we always watch it tgh for the past three series of harry potter. you know? it symbolise our frendship. Too bad ~sha was not able to join us tgh..cus she had to work today.It's been really a long time since I ever saw her. I miss her so much ~!!! we shall try to meet up soon k???

However, we went to the wrong meeting place. We actually forget to tell xuan that we change the venue. So, we went to vivo to look for xuan.

Too bad ~ The tickets are all sold out at vivo. Sadden ~^^

We are unable to watch the show. Btw, xuan's mother and sis went there too. However, we are going our different way.

So,so...the schedule for the day is cancel again. (Re-schedule again ^)

we sat at those empty seat there, chatting. ( nothing to do....) we look at the sky out there. It's very bluezz. suddenly, I had the urge of going outdoor for tanning. I still feel and think that I am more suitable for outdoor activities, better than shopping....

Therefore, we decided to go outdoor for photo-taking session.

Oh Gosh ~!!! we took so many pictures out there...then, I realised that there are really lots of tourists there, taking those those so expensive camera that I desire for.How I wish that I can be the one owning the camera.

I did not bring my camera out today. (thought that we are watching movie ....)

haix ~!!! we played with water and get wet all over. You see? I am so enthu >.<

The weather for the day is sunny and just nice for out-door activities t0o be held. NICE ^^

After all those cam-whoring , we went to another place.

I love photo-taking ... I feel like ........

the feeling is wonderful.. to be able to do what we want without anybody stopping us.

YEAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Random lala....

Lala...

Just random picture when we went to buy some cooking stuffs :DD

I know we look silly ya :)) but never mind, at least I shown my true side in front of people I love.

It's better than putting a smile in front of ppl that you don't feel like.

Do you share my opinion?

I love my family. :)))) really so.

Photojournalism?

“普通的摄影家只能捕捉一般人眼中的世界，水泥般冰冷的建筑，和凝固的画面 ”

“而富有感情的摄影家镜头前的都是有生命的，有悲喜的，有故事的 ”


那麽，我想我只不过什么都不是。。。
原来，自己一直以已为荣的作品，只不过是一堆不合格的淘汰作品而已。
我真的实在太天真了。外表看似很简单的事情原来可以变得那么复杂。。。
说跟做，完全是两回事。
我顿时觉得自己离梦想的道路，突然又变得十分的遥远。
我的犹豫，我的想法，我的个性，都是阻挡我前进的因数之一。
烦，非常的心烦~ 是时候反省了。
我到底想要些什么呢？

ROAR ~ why do I see so many obstacles that is hindering my progress in searching for the real meaning of living in life, my dreams and also to improve my well-being??
WHY?? so tired. Yes!!! I feel so tired now.

BUT..but ... I am not giving up.

Do u know? It's always very hard for people to find their real passion in life. Therefore, we must not give it up when we finally caught hold of what we are actually looking for.

It's nice to learnt something that benefit me today.
At least, i get a better hold of photojournalism. >.<
JIAYOU ~

Emo-ing day for everybody ~

Anw, I am feeling very all right now. The entry below is gonna be a long one.

Today is a emo day for lot of ppls. I wonder why too. I guess today is just not my day. It's totally bad for me ~ Firstly, I actually burn my hand when I used the water pooler (donnoe whether speeling correct ?) Now still half red. maybe gonna end up as a scar. scary right? I don't mind, just that ppl will notice and keep looking at my hand. *wierd*

I am feeling very ..(should use the word "extremely") down today due to some particular reason. It's not convenience for me to talk about this here. anyway, I am just sick of schooling life in rp..stress-over lots of stuffs..feeling so empty today. I don't wanna talk about this anymore. There's always two side to the problem. It's known as the negative and positive side. I hope that the actual situation that happened is on the positive side.
Despite knowing that this might not be the actual case or maybe it's, I choose to think positively. Tell me? If I don't , what can I do beside frowning? This is bad for health. smiling is good for our health. It's always better not to know the truth. Because, it's always the most hurtful. hurtful till that I can't tolerate it. By all means, let this be the last time that I choose to suffer in silence. I am not gonna to tolerate anymore if this happens again. I may look weak, but I am actually hard in my heart.

I don't understand? why must I suffer in silence and still pretend to put on a smile in front of other, trying to be looking opstimatic when facing matter that happens once in a while? I do that just to please other or to console myself that thing are actually getting better..
*wierd* life is totally in a mess and filled up with unknown answer. when can I ever get my courage back?

I read a book which is talking about that we must try to think in the positive side no matter what happens in our life. but how many ppl in this world can actually manage to do it? I guess there will only be a few who is able to attain till that stage. How can I say that burning my hand is a good event, happen for a good reason? Totally crap right?

02.07.2007 , Monday ~!!!

Monday, a whole brand start for the month of July ~ The most tired month. There is no break in between the month. That's why I say it's gonna be a very very tired month for me. The schedule for this month will still gonna be the same.. all about schooling stuffs, exams and daily grade.The thought of this make mi *STRESS*. very stressful indeed.

hmm.. today I did something that is not quite right. { skipping lesson} see? I so bad, I cannot afford to do this again anymore. I feel guilty. yes~I did feel sorry to myself....
However, I don't really have any choice.I know it's might seem like a excuse to u all. The only one I can blame, is only myself. I am sorry, really so. I do not want to give ppl impression as like I am anti-social or sort of that. That's why I left the class. hmm.. the party-world session was quite all right, fun ya :)) okays. There's was onli one guy, tagging along. We seem like rather pai-seh when he sit there. OOhh ya. we feel pai-seh to sing in front of him. We so shy?? hahas : P
This session cost quite expennsive, ard $ 15.30, partly cos of the increasing GST. so stupid right? why must increase the GST? Thing sell and brought are becoming costly.

I donnoe wat to say today.
I am gonna start using my new diary from todae onward.
now then, I realised I keep changing diary for this 2007. Three at once.
haha :)) cos, wanna find one that I feel comfortable writing on.
I have got lots of emotion ; feelings that I wanna express on. of course ~ not here......

Random post

Taken when attending relative's wedding..

Random photos :DD

bear with me..this entry is not gonna be that long ya :))
just a reflection of me after attending the wedding dinner.
I am a person who is very emotional, meaning that I can get happy and sad over small thing.
Really, I really feel touched when they shown the slides that the bride and bride-grown have gone through tgh. I realised that time factor play a important part in a blissful marriage. So, It's very important for us to find one that is the most suitable for us.