Heyy:

I am really tired of putting in my efforts to change the way how thing are now. Whereas, all these doesn't matters to you at all.I feel like a sillyy fool,you kidda know? I am naive, to even think that it's might works when it is not going to help at all. Can't you at least show me some reactions or just tell me what's on your mind? Tell me, please don't keep everything to yourself anymore (:

Are you a normal human-being who have his own feelings & emotions?
I know there must be some reasons behind the fake external self that you are showing everyone. I am willing to listen, really.

God know, I am reallyy dead-beat.