oh!God!

hi:

I m pretty emo..these few dae..I guess it must be due to the stress toward a brand new study envirnoment,.
On Tuesday,I went o my new skool wif my parents for the enrolement thngy..ugh! I think I m not used to the new envirnoment.
The whole place look totally scary to me.I miss my old skool^^
I miss all my frend n teacher there.Oh! God! plz help mi adapt to the place soon,.AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!
I feel so out of place,,I m worried! The skool is damn big..wif lot of free space. I brought my laptop [Fujistu]..the whole campus is wireless>tat is cOol!!
umm..I realli REALLi miss the past..I noe I must get on wif my life.there r a lot more thing 4 mi to achieve n to explore.I noe i m silly to think in tis way...I m jus being e-mo..I simply need more time to adjust to the fact tat i m in a new skool and tat I m offically a full-time student there.,.
In life,there r a lot more difficultes n set-down to make us stronger and to push us further.
Is tat right? haha :)
I get down to work wif my mum.at her workplace. ^^
ytd,,I went to peijia,jingzhi, shimei hse there 4 badminton n discussion 4 the bbq.
Oh! damn,jingzhi told mi tat she say somethn tat is so ridiculous to someone.Oh! My God! >>wat said can't be undone.
I m so fan now.U make mi fan de..u see? don care liao..think in watever way as u all wish..
as long as I noe tat tis is not wat i m thinkin,,it 's enough already.lol.
hehe :) hope tat they won't misunderstand.lol.//
i noe tat,in my heart,,,??

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umm..well,I alr plan of wat CCA I m gg to join le.
I wanna choose my interest>>Photography..or maybe running?/
Or even dancing?//haha =D

I m not sure whether i m gg 4 the oriention. oh!Gosh! It's a camp.lol.


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I m still waiting. [wat talking me?]


^^WAITING FOR 아리 's mail.

rmb i told u before? she's my korean pen-pal. I miss her so much.
she is living in her skool's dorm.think she must have miss home.

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^^^I think I will stp here le..^

I m blogging.again.

---I have a lot to say.----
I wanna share wif others abt my feelings.


I m wondering. ]] wondering abt my future. wondering abt my lyfe.


do u face the sm problem as wat i m facing now?

the uncertain toward the future, toward yr lyfe.//

how r euu feeling now/

i m fine. except tat i can't stop myself fr thinking abt some matter.
that's the problem wif me. I m looking forward to a new lyfe in the poly. I realli wanna do well.I noe I can do it if i wanna.

do euu noe tat?

I actually make a vow when i m younger.

I am so silly then. do tat vow still count?
haha..I m writing rubbish now.


I shall stop now.

Where's my happiness?

I am feeling wierd.I guess I am going to fall sick soon le. I must be mad or crazy. That is wat i told myself. I am keeping thing to myself,inside my inner heart. My heart tell me the true feeling I am having now.I wanna forget all abt tis. I am feeling very very insecure. I am feeling not real at all. Is there something wrong with me? Yes,maybe not. I donnoe. God, can u tell mi wat is happening right now in my body/my brain/ I must be sick. Do you noe tat I hate tis type of feelings so much. why do u appear in front of me? She told mi I m mad.Another she say the feeling that I m having now is just temporary/. Some told me that we must persue our happinness bravely. Am I right in thinking in tis way? {Jus wanna forget all abt tis} Oh! God! tell me wat to do/

辛福离我有多远?
very near,yet far.

haha :) I wanna change to be a better person. Yes,I must jiayou. all the way,go go!

wierd yea?I start to misss working dae wif winter,summer,spring and others.
Euu noe ma?It kidda wierd.just lyk when I have to work,I hate it.When I do not have to ..u start to miss the dae.


tat's why we say,human-being are wierd creature.

I agree. We are!

I m damn borning at hm. I wanna catch movies. I love movies.
I m looking forward to the wanchai BBQ.

jingzhi,u r too?

I love outing wif frendz,,esp when we tend to gather and eat together.

let happinness blew away my sadness blar.

to me,there's only another sadness. I am quite used to this already.
I must jiayou^^^

Random fotos ^^