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I am finally back at school, after a self-proclaimed holidays since last friday.time pass really fast~it's tuesday once again!!! I simply feel more energetic after the few days rest.

Glad to say that, today was quite a good day for me!
we get to select our own team mates, people that we want to work with.
We have our own scary story-telling session in our own team...kidda funny~

Anyway, three more days to holiday..and I will be offically considered a second year student.

BACK~

Hey, diary ~ I am back after, like disappearing for almost 3 months from this blog here.

the reason for coming back and updating everything here is rather simple, for people to view and for friend to be updated with my current life.

Hmm..what should I talk about?

Just 4 more days and be free from school temporary, having my 2 months break. I will be offically a secondary year student after the break. I don't feel sad about becoming a second year student.I seriously don't really like being a student here in my school.It's really suck a lot ~ schooling here is borning.It's can actually drain away all my passion I have for design and the dreams that I hold in respect for.For the whole one year, I really have lot of doubts over the thing that I learnt and for why and what have it got to do with my diploma? However,I told myself that it's purely for one purpose, to add on to my knowledge that I have. yes, somehow, it's useful and benefit me.

OH!! GOD!!!

life here is so stressful and tiring.

the people that i know here, are not really good soul. (sorry^I have to admit the fact this is)

I don't feel like I am schooling.Instead, I feel like I am working. People here are in to this "political war", frighting for all the "AAA"(which are like promotion), getting into favour of faci.

I want to ask them, what good does it do when you are respecting a person just for the sake of your own benefit? it's it real? It's fake..you know?

I don't CARE what they are doing and thinking.

It's draining my energy and motivation away.

I gonna carry on, on my own till the end.

I wanna change how thing are right now, even it's mean losing at the very end.