TwO YeaR BacK-.-

Why r there so many changes in our ife?why r there for?
To make us sad and pain,is’t it?=xXx..there are here to make us becoming stronger and brave=(bt..it’s nt tat easy to get use of the change=(

Thinkin 2 years back..i was a ignorant,dumb 13-years old gal..step into a new path of my life=p..sec.[iFe..de 1st time was pretty afraid n sad..afraid cos I hav to get use of a new environment..noe new frendz lolz..sad cos I hav to part wif my pri.sch frendz..so..and..now..bahx..two years pass..overall say=)It’s a pretty fun n sad time..i face setback too in these 2 years..i oso hav to face comments abt mi by sum gossip ppls..which hurt mi pretty deep lolx=(but,I hav try to 4 gave them..bt nt ablE to 4 get..=xXx..at lst,I was feeling sad n angry=(n,I nearly wish to zZz..forever so tat I do nt hav to face them animor bt now..i had learn to accept it n ignore it..there r always ppls who dos’t like u..i jus can’t wish the whole world to like mi..it’s impossible!!bt..of course!There r oso fun time too:D [N now,we hv to part now=(spilt into different classes!! now..i feel sad n can’t bear =xXx

Sum Ppls say tat time’ll help.I don noe if it’ll help or nt.Bt,I jus hope tat it would.there is a phrase saying “You do not need to feel sad with what you had lose,it’s more important that in the process,you had a memorable time”.

I wish to say my words here=)Gamsahamnida [thaNkx]to pPls who had helped mi in anyway tis twO years:U

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Hellox..today..went out with my family..to my bst frendx house..hahax..gt very long time nv meet lolx..can’t count de days but it’s very long lahx..yox..so we take mrT there..it’s very very far..n tat place is my Old houSe so I’m very excited..when we arrived there..we went to de mall to eat n shop..before goin there..after tat..we went to his house..n Yupx//we play n play like mad ppls..it’s is de 1st time I hav ever feel so relax..bcux..nt need to use my brain to think anything ex.playing like hell..so we stay there until 10pm..we went to eat fast food..n had desert..it’s nice..yupx!!![anD I WaS fuL until I can’t hardly breathe]then,we went back to his house n play again.we noe each since young..since fr de day I’m born..

GueSs I hav to StoP here..k..le..buaix..-_-

sKoOl StaRtiN soOn

hellox..haix..skoOl is starting soon again..which mean is de start of another new year..wht do a new year mean to mi..it’s mean de start of my new life and the memories which is fading away from mi..i really miss my ex.classmate..i jus can’t bear to part wif them..whah..i w’ll miss them

I really don noe wht is happening to mi these days..i seem to hav change..nt my own self..yupx..i miss him..wondering wht he is doing now..n how he is..

yu jian

Ello//7 day nv blog lar..so sorry loh cos i hav been going out so nt time..i gt a song which I like a lot..it's a song by sefanie(sung yan zi)..xD

(Yu Jian)
ting jian,dong tian de li kai,wo zai mo nian mo yue xi guo laiwo xiang,wo deng,wo gi kai,wei lai que bu ren yi ci an paiyin tian,bang wang che chung wai,wei lai you ge ren zai deng daixiang zuo,xiang you,xiang qian kang,ai yao tou ji ge wan cai lai *wo yu jian shui hui you zheng yang de dui bai,wo deng de ren,ha zai guo yuan de wei laiwo ting jian feng,laizhi di tie he ren hai,wo pai zhuo dui,nan zhuo ai de ao man paiwo wang qian fei,fei guo yi pian shi jian hai,wo men cen zai ai qin li shou guo shang haiwo kang zhuo lu,meng de lu go you dian zai,wo yu jian ni,shi zhui mei li de yi yzhong you yi tian ,wo de mi di hui jie kai... ...

*Tis song tok abt a person wanting to meet a person who she/he luv...ha ha..it's nice esp de lyrcis..it's gt meaning behind it..=)jus to tell u 1 mor tin..i gt another link:http://my-real-self-yp.blogspot.com..ha ha..X.x.X..it collect all my other posts.

wht i get in return of the trip??

I spent the whole day playing wif my cousins.Weeven had steamboat done by ourself .It’s a great experience for mi,which had never experience having steamboat in the kampong.we had fun chatting while eating…Throughout tis trip,I learn a lot of thing.I would not had knew that tis world is so complicated.It’s nt wht I imagined.I would nv had noe tat I am so fortunate.There r many pitiful childrens in tis world living in bad condition.Slowly,I had tried to get use to life ther.It’s more relaxing there..i mean the lifestyle..I do nt had to spent time thinking abt sad n studying think..i feel very relax..bt I can’t stay there forever..that is nt my hm..

last 2 day there//

December 5,6.04
I spent the whole day playing wif my cousins.We even had steamboat done by ourself .It’s a great experience for mi,which had never experience having steamboat in the kampong.we had fun chatting while eating…

3rd day there//

Today,we go to my grandfather’s house in Butterworth.We chat wif him and at nigh,we went to my grandmum’s house in kampong.i jus can’t get use to living there mayb cos I lived in the city for so long liao…

2nd day there//

Today,our tourist guide bring us to penang hill.We took a ferry up the hill.It’s very hot and sceky inside the ferry,with a lot of ppls in one small part.I can’t hardly breathe.And,there is nothing to see outsude the ferry.It move very slow cos of the wire pulling up the ferry.And when we reach the half-hill,we take another ferry up to the hill-top.It took abt 1 hour to reach the hill-top plus we had to wait for our time to board the ferry..After reaching the hill-top,I feel much colder cos we are very high above the ground.We walk around the place,taking photographs.soon,it is our turn to board the ferry down the hill.After tat,we went to the beach.As I walk along the beach,I went to collect sea-shells.Our last destination is a place where there are a lot of roadside stalls stelling foods.We went there and have our dinner.We have laska,Fried carrot cake,chedol,dumping noodles and rojak.I had a wonderful time eating but I am very full liao.
My second day there*

1st day there//

Today is the day I set off to Malaysia,Penang.We went to the airport early in the morning and boarded the plane.By the time we arrived there,it was already 1 pm.Our tourist guide sent us to the hotel to has a rest.After resting for a while,we went out by our own to has some food.I had chedol,Laska and fried noodles.Their “Chedol” is different from our country.It’s simply delicious that I had it two time the whole week there.Then,we went to the shopping center to shop.By the time we went back to the hotel,it’s quite late.
And,I end my 1st day there.