Where's my happiness?

I am feeling wierd.I guess I am going to fall sick soon le. I must be mad or crazy. That is wat i told myself. I am keeping thing to myself,inside my inner heart. My heart tell me the true feeling I am having now.I wanna forget all abt tis. I am feeling very very insecure. I am feeling not real at all. Is there something wrong with me? Yes,maybe not. I donnoe. God, can u tell mi wat is happening right now in my body/my brain/ I must be sick. Do you noe tat I hate tis type of feelings so much. why do u appear in front of me? She told mi I m mad.Another she say the feeling that I m having now is just temporary/. Some told me that we must persue our happinness bravely. Am I right in thinking in tis way? {Jus wanna forget all abt tis} Oh! God! tell me wat to do/

辛福离我有多远?
very near,yet far.

haha :) I wanna change to be a better person. Yes,I must jiayou. all the way,go go!

wierd yea?I start to misss working dae wif winter,summer,spring and others.
Euu noe ma?It kidda wierd.just lyk when I have to work,I hate it.When I do not have to ..u start to miss the dae.


tat's why we say,human-being are wierd creature.

I agree. We are!

I m damn borning at hm. I wanna catch movies. I love movies.
I m looking forward to the wanchai BBQ.

jingzhi,u r too?

I love outing wif frendz,,esp when we tend to gather and eat together.

let happinness blew away my sadness blar.

to me,there's only another sadness. I am quite used to this already.
I must jiayou^^^