Emo-ing day for everybody ~
Anw, I am feeling very all right now. The entry below is gonna be a long one.
Today is a emo day for lot of ppls. I wonder why too. I guess today is just not my day. It's totally bad for me ~ Firstly, I actually burn my hand when I used the water pooler (donnoe whether speeling correct ?) Now still half red. maybe gonna end up as a scar. scary right? I don't mind, just that ppl will notice and keep looking at my hand. *wierd*
I am feeling very ..(should use the word "extremely") down today due to some particular reason. It's not convenience for me to talk about this here. anyway, I am just sick of schooling life in rp..stress-over lots of stuffs..feeling so empty today. I don't wanna talk about this anymore. There's always two side to the problem. It's known as the negative and positive side. I hope that the actual situation that happened is on the positive side.
Despite knowing that this might not be the actual case or maybe it's, I choose to think positively. Tell me? If I don't , what can I do beside frowning? This is bad for health. smiling is good for our health. It's always better not to know the truth. Because, it's always the most hurtful. hurtful till that I can't tolerate it. By all means, let this be the last time that I choose to suffer in silence. I am not gonna to tolerate anymore if this happens again. I may look weak, but I am actually hard in my heart.
I don't understand? why must I suffer in silence and still pretend to put on a smile in front of other, trying to be looking opstimatic when facing matter that happens once in a while? I do that just to please other or to console myself that thing are actually getting better..
*wierd* life is totally in a mess and filled up with unknown answer. when can I ever get my courage back?
I read a book which is talking about that we must try to think in the positive side no matter what happens in our life. but how many ppl in this world can actually manage to do it? I guess there will only be a few who is able to attain till that stage. How can I say that burning my hand is a good event, happen for a good reason? Totally crap right?
Today is a emo day for lot of ppls. I wonder why too. I guess today is just not my day. It's totally bad for me ~ Firstly, I actually burn my hand when I used the water pooler (donnoe whether speeling correct ?) Now still half red. maybe gonna end up as a scar. scary right? I don't mind, just that ppl will notice and keep looking at my hand. *wierd*
I am feeling very ..(should use the word "extremely") down today due to some particular reason. It's not convenience for me to talk about this here. anyway, I am just sick of schooling life in rp..stress-over lots of stuffs..feeling so empty today. I don't wanna talk about this anymore. There's always two side to the problem. It's known as the negative and positive side. I hope that the actual situation that happened is on the positive side.
Despite knowing that this might not be the actual case or maybe it's, I choose to think positively. Tell me? If I don't , what can I do beside frowning? This is bad for health. smiling is good for our health. It's always better not to know the truth. Because, it's always the most hurtful. hurtful till that I can't tolerate it. By all means, let this be the last time that I choose to suffer in silence. I am not gonna to tolerate anymore if this happens again. I may look weak, but I am actually hard in my heart.
I don't understand? why must I suffer in silence and still pretend to put on a smile in front of other, trying to be looking opstimatic when facing matter that happens once in a while? I do that just to please other or to console myself that thing are actually getting better..
*wierd* life is totally in a mess and filled up with unknown answer. when can I ever get my courage back?
I read a book which is talking about that we must try to think in the positive side no matter what happens in our life. but how many ppl in this world can actually manage to do it? I guess there will only be a few who is able to attain till that stage. How can I say that burning my hand is a good event, happen for a good reason? Totally crap right?
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7:33 AM
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