Tired.

YAWN. feeling so tired..wanna catch some sleep later. Stressful schooling life..I screw up the presentation today..due to nervousness..so sorry to myself.^^ I make a joke out of myself in front of my class..I wonder how I am going to survive here in this school for the rest of the three years. Worried that I might not be able to graduate if I continuce to be like that in this state.

told my mum that I screw up my presentation todae..she was like giving me a * Normal* look~I can understand her facial expression..It's normal happening to her..Cus, I always get into this screwing state everytime..she say ''seriously,I don't understand why u always like that de..It's not like you know yr classmate for like a short time..u been doing presenation everydae.." lols ^ I know..but yet I can't figure out why I keep doing the wrong stuffs at the important time..
u know? It's hard for ppl to understand your situation when they don't even know what is actually happening in your life..I doubt even my mum can understand my feelings and situation..what's more can I expect from ppl that are not close to me to understand me..it's kidda silly..right??

Dear god ;; please do tell me on how can I overcome the problem I am facing right now? I am going mad soon.. hahas :))