Angry

I am feeling so angry todae :(

I m so so mad and pissed off. Don't thought that I will not feel angry sometime. As, I look so obedient or quiet at times. Euu will be wrong if euu think in this way. I AM a HUMAN_BEING. Of course, for god's sake; I will have mood swings at times. If you provoked me in any way that I don't like of, euu will see my true colours when I get angry. {A SUPER dark face} I will stare at euu , with my scary face.

AND of course, I won't get angry over small matter . In fact, I seldom get angry . It's like it is hard for euu to see me being angry for more than 10 times annually. It's quite difficult for one to make me angry unless.... euu do thing that I hate to see it happening.

HOWEVER, I was quite angry todae. :( sad ; hurt .
I am a human-being. pls. I need respect too. If euu don't respect me, wat's the point of me to respect euu back?
I noe I went a bit overboard todae. I also don't wish to see that happening too. I hate to be angry, throwing temper too. However, _____make mi realli angry. Actually, I have been keeping it myself for a long tym. I just can't tolerate anymore. That's why I get ......todae.

我终于看清了一切。我不会在留恋。 我已经想通了一切。我终于知道了我一直想寻找的答案了。 谢谢你！我明白了。我会祝你幸福的。
原来，一切都只是一种幻想， 一个玩笑而已。

我承认我是个弱者 不敢再对爱假设 我真的累得不想再拉扯 我寻找的平静 是我将来看电影 带着一颗平常心 不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛 我需要的平静 是敢回头看曾经 那些为爱患得患失的情景 我选择忘记 我不懂得取舍 才让心痛堆着 。。。。。。

又被爱伤了一遍 无所谓当作成长 刚刚走开的人 烟还点着味道却淡了 我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨我早应该割舍 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的全都是假的 只有眼泪是真的 把从前想了一遍 谢谢了伤我的人 想做乐观的人 每种雨声听了都不冷 我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨我早应该割舍 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的全都是假的 我的决定是对的
我会再次把这一次当着是成长的一部份。。

I realised I get to see a more MORE clearer picture ...
This is part of growing up. OH. YES. I am growing up.

Although, it's gonna be hard. Just as what a lot of ppl say ; "You need to pay a price for growing up" ..If I can choose between growing and not growing up. I would rather pick the choice- of not growing up.

Just now, before going home. I went to e bubble tea shop planning to buy my fav drink- Milk Tea. I just simply love bubble tea so much!!! There’s a man there, buying too. I realised that he was smiling throughout the time while he was waiting for his drink. Then, there is this lady boss and her mother {which I guess so} asked this man. "I realised that you were smiling all the time while waiting for yr drink" then tis grandma add in and say " To be able to feel happy is a good thing..'' I looked at them and smile too. They r right!!! But actually how many ppl is able to do that? I guess hardly everyone living in this world is able to do so. Do euu agree wif me?

After that, the man left. I looked him. I realised one thing. He was walking happily away, with his drink in his hand. From his back view, I can see that he's realli living a happy life.


At that moment, I feel that I am so silly. Why should I make myself so emo everyday> Life's so short. Nobody knows what will happen tmr? I should try to live a happy life.


::Replies to tag ::

JZ: hahas. sure,i miss euu too. Must realli catch up one day!! I finally change skin le.
PJ : Finaly, euu r tagging me le. welcome to my blog. I noe euu always say my blog so emo de. I will try to post happy stuffs nxt tym.