Monday blue.

Monday blusssz ~~
having school todae..it's realli very borning ^^ I don't really feel sleepy now..maybe cos I just have a milk tea bubble tea in the afternoon..that's why I so active now..
donnoe why? I start to reflect on my dreams...Am I doing my best to achieve all my goals and dreams..?? I am so far away fr my dreams..can I do it?? I wonder and wonder,,no answe came into my mind..I am so troubled...
Ppl out there in this world are all doing their best to get what they want..what do I actually want and desire for? What am I looking out for in life???why am I still standing at the starting point without moving on>?
I realised that I am so like find my own talent and interest..but why why my interest are always so hard to develop into a real thing? I donnoe why too ~ If I tell ppl that I wanna be a renowned film director and photographer in the future.. it's seem like a joke to them..I don't wanna care what other ppl think of me as.. I am just me..the only one in this world.. :)))
I miss someone lots. I regret. How I wish that I can turn back time.