Blar blar....

School start again.
It's once again a brand new week for schooling.
*Stressed*

I donnoe what is actually happening to me these days?

Why am I feeling so restless , feeling stress and borning about everything that I am supposed to do every now and then?

Why am I not able to find any interest and motivation in doing the right thing that I should be doing nowadays?


I am feeling so sick of repeating all those process everyday in my life? I think I can't tolerate anymore? Why am I suffering in silence for thing that is not the truth at all? Why am I feeling sad when people changed the actual fact that is not the truth at all? while, i can only stand there keeping quiet, hiding behind a smile and keeping that thing will be all right?

Why can't I even stand out for myself? even once.

*By the way , I change my skin. Give me some opinions about the current skin as compared to the previous one okays? I will truely thanks you for that ~~