hate..useless

I feel tat someone is opposing mi in som ways..bt i donno why..=\ ..she kp on showing mi her stoo face..and i hate it lah..=? ..wht i wanna say tat her attitude was "BAD"..and she thought tat it's great..oh! my god!..actually..donno why she hate mi=XxX ..i did nothn wrong lolz..or maybb cos of some reason..haix!!why do we hav to face the ppl we dislike..and try to force a smile in front of them..it's damn hard
gt st.john..don wan to come..bt for cca points..i go..bt feel useless..cos i don even noe how to do the foot drills..cos last time longg time nv come..and the worst part was tt my juniora r learn it now..so pai xie..don wish to be promoted..i feel tt i am not suit to be a senioer..it's all my fore for nt coming..haix!!! =( ..at tt moment of time..i hope tt he can console mi..bt all my seniors and frendz quite gd..they teach mi lah.